SF Amy Hiatus

So, I've been debating an SF Amy hiatus. I used to have fun doing these comic strips every week but they just sort of feel like chore. And I don't think they're as good as they used to be. They've become so much of the same thing, Amy hunting bugs or stupid one panels of conversations that I had with co-workers that they don't even remember.

I was so diligent about posting for so long and lately I've really let it slip. Maybe I was subconsciously telling myself to take a break.

Maybe I'll do them every other week or maybe just when I feel like it. It's not like I really have a fan base who's waiting for them.

And maybe that's another thing, maybe they just feel thankless. I started the blog when friends from school told me they missed seeing her and I don't think any of them read it anymore.

And I have so many other things to do. So much other stuff I want to do.

I feel like it makes sense but I also feel like I'm failing, like I'm giving up. And I hate that. I hate feeling like that. Feeling like I can't do something.

I guess we'll see.

-Amy

Moments

Sometimes at work I have these moments where I feel like I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be. Where everyone and everything is simultaneously just right. Where I get pulled into an in-joke just be walking past and it occurs to me that they might not find me as obnoxious as I think they do.

They're kind of brilliant moments.

-Amy

Home

This song always reminds me of being home and of my sisters and Laura and Mike and Dusty.
And sometimes of being at school and Krissa and Brittany, and even sometimes Justine.

I miss this.







-Amy

Hockey

I watched my first NHL game today. The first game in the Stanley Cup finals.

It was awesome.

Why haven't I watched hockey before?

Triple overtime.

Fucking Chicago.

-Amy

Oh Hey Theme Song

Ugh.

Okay so this totally isn't right but parts of it are. Damn it.

-Amy

UGH!

I am such a mess!

UGH!

*angry throttling gestures*

-Amy

No Win

I have decided that this week is just a giant no-win situation. The whole thing.

-Amy